Death! at discretion

My age has passed and the children have grown up, but not only my work has not decreased, but as the children have grown older, their expectations, expenses and responsibilities have also increased! which requires more work and income generation.

My physical strength is not what it was 40 years ago. My body no longer listens to me like it used to, I feel like I have turned into a worn-out, low-model car that I forcefully want to keep it standing but to be able to use it like before.

By the time I get to fix one side, the sound comes from somewhere else! I visited this doctor’s office and that laboratory and prepared medicine and….

Until one day, one of my old friends called and asked me to visit them. I hadn’t gone that far and I had almost eliminated my friends from my life due to working and being busy in order to provide more welfare to my family members, always serving their inexhaustible desires, and being at their disposal all the time. I started making excuses and evading again.

When saying goodbye, my friend said: So-and-so! Hey man you are still alive! We have been dead for a while and won! When the conversation ended, I asked myself what he said?!

I called his number again and asked what did you mean? He laughed and said you should come to tell me. The next day, I was one of the first people to enter the restaurant that they had given me the address.

When everyone gathered, the old friend who had brought me there said: Children! Our friend has come to die if he has his supply and will be alive the next day so that he can live for a few mornings as per his wish. And it was there that I understood what “dying by choice” means and how enjoyable it is.

I have been dead for some time now. The problems of family members are endless. What will they do if I die? Do the same from now on. I am not going to dedicate my whole life to them and live for them and for them.

I wish I had died a few years ago and I would not have raised the cry of my body and soul so much that it reached the heavens.

For some time now, instead of going to the doctor’s office and getting medicine and treatment, I make myself a juice, take a cup of tea or tea, and treat myself to a piece of cake and music on my one-meter balcony.

I go to exercise classes and talk and laugh meetings with old friends. I have many experiences that I provide to those who want them. I improve my general knowledge and foreign language. I devote an hour every day to meditation and relaxing exercise for a body that has served me tirelessly for more than 60 years.

I read books and think about the philosophy of life and reasons that have accumulated in my heart for many years and I am looking for answers.

After my “death”, my family members slowly learned to stand on their own feet, although they were very sad and shocked by my death and wanted to prevent it, but I had chosen “death by choice”. And I just understood the meaning of liberation, freedom and happiness.

I suggest that you also choose “death by choice” for the people you have laid your life at the feet of, and spend some time with those who have not lived your life.